please go to this!!! [19 Apr 2007|11:50am] http://axefeather.com/index_pop.aspx?referred=&country=uk 1 kisses and tell | so kiss me

pajama gram [09 Feb 2007|02:57pm] i think a party is in order and everyone should attend. poor hinson has a bladder infection. i need for my hair to be long now. little melanie is going to be 21 real soon!!! yayayay. time for work again! sadkjdkfhg so kiss me

it is freezing outside!!!!!! [31 Jan 2007|02:34am] I don't really know what my sudden urge to update this thing is all about... Tonight was a weird night. I hung out with someone I have not seen in a while....no one any of you reading this know...and it was a good visit, but just kind of weird. we talked a lot about life and now i am thinking all of these thoughts in my head. i am in a really weird state of my life right now. not really because of anything particular, but just various reasons. i still honestly have no idea what i am supposed to be doing with my life right now. i know i want to be a teacher, but i don't even know why i am choosing to go to kennesaw. i mean yes, it is convenient, cheap, and close to home. reinhardt is definitely out of the question, but why kennesaw? i guess it is either that or georgia state. i really just wish i didn't go to reinhardt in the first place and would have gone somewhere far away. i love the friends that i do have here and have enjoyed getting back in touch with old ones, but sometimes i really just want to go somewhere and meet a bunch of new people. and yeah, i met new people at reinhardt, but within like 2 weeks i knew everyone that goes there. it was always the same people everyday. some people like that, but i did not. it is just kind of too late in my college career to just go somewhere far away. i know my dad won't want to pay out of state tuition and i for sure can't. i know i will be meeting new people at kennesaw, but i already know a ton of them. sorry i know i am rambling. i just have so many thoughts. i know that everything will work out in the end, but getting there is so tough sometimes and it is hard to know what the best decision is. i wish god would just come and sit down with me and tell me everything i need to do. but i guess that takes the fun out of it or something. ugh. don't get me wrong, i am pretty happy right now, but i am just in a pickle i suppose. i guess i will just sleep on it. 5 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[30 Jan 2007|05:39pm] ````````````````````````````\ ]\]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]\]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]```` ```````````````````````````````````````````````````9l;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; haha good ole hinson burger. i wish i were in school. i kind of miss homework haha. mel and i are going to having a party soon so be ready for it. we worked out today and it was awesome. we are going to be hot and in shape real soon. watch out. so kiss me

i'm gonna put things into perspective [27 Jan 2007|02:08pm] the worst thing is is when you finally get someone out of your head because you have no other choice and they just randomly show up at your place of work. good grief. tomorrow is the big move! i absolutely can't wait! i got a new phone number because i have cingular now...559-303-4607 so call me if you want to help or anything because i most likely don't have your phone number. time for work. 3 kisses and tells | so kiss me

my butt is numb right now [26 Jan 2007|01:12am] [ music | mtv ] i decided to do a little update on this thing since it has been over a year or something. i didn't realize how fancy livejournal has become. anyways. so i am sure most of you know (since nothing gets past anyone in this town) that i am not at reinhardt anymore and am moving in with melanie. i really wish that i would not have stayed at reinhardt as long as i did or even go there in the first place, but i wanted to stay close to home for some reasons that no longer apply to my life anymore. but i guess it took some crap and hard times for me to come to that realization. i know that things happen for a reason and that god has a plan for me one way or the other. i just do a crappy job of seeing what it is, but i guess everyone does. i am moving to the apartment on sunday and i can't wait. i have hated living at home for the past month or so. our (really, vernon's) house is under construction because we are giving the downstairs/deck/kitchen/sun room thing a much needed face lift. so it has not felt to homey here recently or really ever. i am going to transfer to kennesaw starting in the summer. i can' wait to be in school again and get back on track. moving out is going to be a huge pain though. i have so much stuff. so if anyone wants to help it would be much appreciated. things have been kind of weird since i have moved back home. i have seen some people that i thought i would never see again. it has been fun catching up with some people from home. some people are the same and some are different. all i want are for things to be drama free and normal, but i suppose that is asking too much sometimes. it is fun to reminisce about the past, but i guess i need to start looking forward more than backwards. ever since i went to the coke museum a week or so ago coke has tasted so good!! i had stopped drinking it for a while, but i guess the ol' "soda jerk" at that museum has sucked me in again to the wonderful taste of iceeee coooold coca-cola. i just want to get moved in so i can decorate! that is my most favoritoooo partooo! i hope to see some of you (i am trying to remember who all even reads this) soon though! hope everyone is fantastic! 6 kisses and tells | so kiss me

ooooh baby [24 Jul 2005|05:49pm] last night was so much fun. even though i was beyond tired and felt like i hadn't slept in like 4 days, i went to stone mountain with caitlin, mel and her family. it was a lot of fun. we just sat there the whole time and made fun of people. i swear you see some of the weirdest people when you go to things like this. i felt so normal hah. the lazor show was pretty good. though i didn't really like the fact that we had to listen to the whole song of "i'm coming up so you better get this party started" by pink. there were some moments when i felt like crying though. they showed a bunch of pictures of american soldiers and stuff and it really hit home. it is nice to be reminded of the freedoms that we have as americans and stuff. i felt so patriotic haha. i took a 4 hour nap today and it felt so good. my mom made my favorite meal for me today and i plan on eating the whole dish all by myself. chicken tettrazini (i don't have any idea how to spell that). yum! that is a really bad picture. i look so big! i hate it! so tonight is another night with the girls. i love them! (yes everyone i said i love them.) everyone settle down, settle down, settle down. 7 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[15 Jul 2005|07:35pm] ( forget this pale faced girl ) 7 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[11 Jul 2005|02:55am] oh ehy you ools rinight ir awesome i love it go to bed dont wajt iy evver i gotta work timorrow imi am gonna roast on chirsh right now rewvot shhhhhhhhhh goodnght 4 kisses and tells | so kiss me

wow, didn't need to read that. [28 Jun 2005|12:43pm] [ mood | eh ] [ music | jew ] so i wake up this morning to the worst headache ever. i can barely move my eyes without it hurting. i have no idea what it is from. ugh ugh ugh. last night was a lot of fun. watching jill t play super mario was probably one of the funniest things ever. she didn't know how to run so she was going soooo slow. mel and i are champs at that game haha. and then getting on myspace and livejournal and making fun of people was fun too. thanks mel for having us over. christin, feel better bugaboo. so what is going on for july 4th? let's ALL do something. my new phone came in today so after i decide to not be lazy and clean myself, i will go get it and lay on my bed all day playing with it. july 16-23 i will be at the beach. i can't wait to get tan! i am going to feel so left out when i leave. i hate that feeling. things have been alright lately. but then there are those moments when i feel so alone and can't take it. oh well, i asked for it. okay, i really need to shower. call me someone! 7 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[24 Jun 2005|11:02pm] for dinner i had: a hamburger, a hotdog, a pickle, potato salad, tons of chips, oreo pie stuff, and two sodas. i need to go throw up right now. thank you mike j for having us all over. it was lots of fun and needs to happen again. scott, you better put those pictures up like you said. now, time for more o.c. i can't get enough. so kiss me

[23 Jun 2005|05:08pm] [ mood | creative ] so i have just re-fallen in love with the o.c. caitlin and i watched the 4 first episodes last night and then today i have just kept watching. the acting was a whole lot worse in the beginning, but i still love it regardless. i bought some stuff for my apartment today. nothing too exciting though. just a dish rack and some storage stuff and other random odds and ends. when my mom and i went into target they kept trying to get me to work. i was like HELLLO! it is my day off i am not working. it kind of irritated me. i have been sleeping entirely too much lately. and i am still so so tired. i think i could sleep for 4 whole days and still be tired. i just love sleep too much and there isnt really anything else to do. we should all go swimming! and grill hot dogs! i have neglected my sims family for like a month now. i am sure they have probably peed all over the floor and caught the house on fire like 3 times. christin and mel, i think i am going to copy you guys and make some awesome magnets like you guys did. i am feeling crafty. so i have been doing these crunches and stuff for quite sometime now and am not seeing results like i would like to be. i hate trying to stay fit. does anyone have a verizon phone that they don't use? i really need one because mine is not working very well. just let me know asap. thanks. well, the o.c. is calling my name. see ya. Every step that you take Could be your biggest mistake It could bend or it could break But that’s the risk that you take 1 kisses and tell | so kiss me

[21 Jun 2005|07:03pm] you only get one chance to make you who you are. 8 kisses and tells | so kiss me

what have i gotten myself into [20 Jun 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | coldplay ] i wish i wasn't so bored. i wish most of my friends didn't have boyfriends so they could hang out with me instead. i wish i wasn't brave sometimes. i read 2 whole books yesterday. what the hell is wrong with me? i am so hungry, but i refuse to eat. i have eaten way too much today. i think i am going to join l.a. fitness, hopefully. i really want to see the sisterhood of the traveling pants. the books are really good so i am sure i will like the movie. i am in love with taking baths. it would be a lot better if i had a cd player that i could take in there with me. i am for sure not taking a discman or my ipod in there. i would probably electricute (that does't look like i spelled it right, hm) myself. i wish we had some cable up in this joint. "soon" vernon says "very soon." i am still waiting. and i am still waiting for that toilet seat of mine to be changed because it has a crack in it and it keeps pinching my butt. i am feeling a bit happier today. let's see how long this lasts. well, looks like it is time for me to do my 300 crunches. woo hoo. i hope you guys are having fun in hilton head. 7 kisses and tells | so kiss me

ooooooooooh [19 Jun 2005|01:49am] ( Reunion ) 27 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[19 Jun 2005|01:05am] [ mood | weird ] When your mind is a mess So is mine I cant sleep Cause it hurts when I think My thoughts aren't at peace With the plans that we make Chances we take They're, not yours and not mine There's waves that can break All the words that we say And the words that we mean Words can fall short Can't see the unseen Cause the world is awake For somebody's sake now, please close your eyes woman Please get some sleep And know that if I knew All of the answers I would Not hold them from you'd Know all the things that i'd know We told each other, there is no other way Well too much silence can be misleading You're drifting I can hear it in the way that your breathing We don't really need to find reason Cause out the same door that it came well its leaving its leaving Leaving like a day that's done and part of a season Resolve is just a concept that's as dead as the leaves But at least we can sleep, its all that we need When we wake we will find Our minds will be free to go to sleep And know that if I knew All of the answers I would Not hold them from you'd Know all the things that i'd know We told each other, there is no other way so kiss me

bulletproof, i wish. [17 Jun 2005|01:19pm] don't go outside and discover that you like being free. cause if you did you'd be dropping the rock on me. 3 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[16 Jun 2005|01:06am] i thought i was done with crying. i am making this so much worse for myself. i am driving myself crazy. i don't know what to fucking do. i just want to crawl into a hole and stay there forever. 2 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[15 Jun 2005|01:23pm] ( camping ) 3 kisses and tells | so kiss me

[15 Jun 2005|12:13pm] is it bad when you wake up crying? gosh. this day is going to suck. today and tomorrow because i don't work and i have nothing to do. so if anyone wants to hang out (no one will) call me. someone please kill me. 8 kisses and tells | so kiss me

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